Glynminded

I remember having a friend asking me "Do you know what it feels like to hold on to something of great value to you… but then you know you’ll end up loosing it?", at that time I didn’t know…. Now I know… in fact I know very well now what it feels like…. night after night I think about it… to be honest… I’m always on the verge of tears every time I think about it…. and you know what it feels like? IT HURTS!! hurts more than having your a brawl with my parents on your birthday, hurts more than getting a failing grade, it hurts more than seeing my favorite crash cymbal having a crack on the edge…. and pray to God that just this once…. please don’t take it away from me…. just grant me this one wish…. Its all I ask….. T_T