It’s could get worse…

June 17th, 2007 by alwaysmisunderstood

In the world I live and lurk in… There are a lot of things I see, witness or hear… that I hate so much… Makes me want to say.. "It could get worse you know" I hear people around me complain about their freakin’ love life… dammit… at least you people get to be with the one you love… me, I can’t even see her, hug her, hold her hand! all I can do is stare at some screen and type messages to her!… and they, who’s got the pleasure of being with the one you love… complain?! know this sounds stupid but… I hope they realize that not all people get to be with the one’s they love… so they shouldn’t complain… nor sulk about anything in their love life…

STATUS CHECK!

April 29th, 2007 by alwaysmisunderstood

olrayt! isa nanamang status check! tignan natin kung ano na takbo ng buhay ko ngayon!

PERA: Tama lang… kabibili ko lang ng bagong snare ko!!! weeee PDP ponkan!!!!
HEALTH: Never better! woo!! lakas kumain!
YOSI: op! hindi na ako nagyoyosi… tagal na!XD
SCHOOL: weeee!!! onting tiis pa gagraduate na!!!! shet I can’t wait!!!!!
DRUMKIT: onting onti na lang talaga!!! mabubuo na!!!!!! shet!!!!!
SLEEPING HABITS: hmmm… laging puyat… as usual…
BAND: sa K. Wasabi… wala lang… gig dito gig doon… sa Temperamental… daming bagong compo!!! magbubuo na kami ng album!
HEART: Nasa canada ung may-ari eh…
SOCIAL LIFE: mga bagong ka-close… hindi ko klasmeit ung mga kaclose ko eh…
FAMILY: ganun parin
ROOM: mejo sabog… magkakaroon ng bagong furniture in a few days…
LOVE LIFE: miss ko na siya…. T_T
LIFE IN GENERAL: hindi 100%!!! hindi ko siya kasama!!!!

I have the simpliest dream in the world…

April 29th, 2007 by alwaysmisunderstood

I just got back from the western part of the globe! and I’m really happy! I got to see the love of my life again! waaaa… 1 week just wasn’t enough but still I was very happy! I got to hug her, kiss her, hold her hand again! anyways… now I’m back to being miserable but working double hard… I’ll be graduating soon! just  a few more terms!!! weee… then after that I’m going to pursue the most shallow, simple dream that I’ve been holding on to for the last 2 years! when I went to Canada… I woke up every morning with no problems… no tears… and the very first thing I see is her… beside me… sleeping like an angel…Captured1104
believe it or not that was my dream! but only with a slight difference… during that time I was a bit sad coz I know it will only last for a week… my dream is: to wake up in the morning… no problems.. no sadness, no tears in my eyes… and the first thing I see is her face… sleeping beside me like an angel… EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE…. ang babaw no? but then I believe… when that time comes… I can do anything… anything I want! be anything I want to be… because I know… beside her… I can reach anything… so.. basically… my dream is…. GLYNNE….

My dream drumkit!

September 1st, 2006 by alwaysmisunderstood

As a drummer.. like most drummers, I dream of my own personal drumkit! I really dream of having my own TAMA Starclassic Maple drumkit! I want it to be in GREEN SPARKLE FINISH!

ehehehe… dapat lang!!! GREEN IS OUR FAVORITE COLOR! (Me and Glyn, The woman I love!), 4"x13" Tama Hand Hammered Steel Shell Soprano Snare (which I already have!)  ehehehe… ayun… 10" Tama Artwood for my secondary snare!!!syempre ung Iron cobra na pedals! ehehee… and of course! my favorite brand of cymbals! PAISTE!!! ehehehe… pangarap ko ung PAISTE Cymbals eto sila isa isa!!

18" Paiste Twenty Crash
16" Paiste Twenty Thin Crash
14" Paiste Twenty Hi-hats
14" Paiste 2002    Crunch Hats (X-hat)
18" Paiste Twenty China Crash
12" Paiste 2002  Splash
10" Paiste 2002  Splash
8"  Paiste 2002 Splash

ehehe dami noh?! ahaha meron pa!

gusto ko may bongos pa yan na LP sa tabi ng secondary snare! tska Cowbell sa bass drum! ehehehe… tska foot cowbell din!!! ehehehe un lang! tindi ko noh?!

The past 2 months….

September 1st, 2006 by alwaysmisunderstood

As most of my friends know… almost 2 months ago… The love of my life flew to Canada… to live there with her mom… many thought our realationship was over… but actually.. it isn’t.. It just begun!! In fact we’re still going strong… only thing is that we’re very far from each other… hopefully this summer break I’ll be able to visit her there!  waaa… I’ll do anything just to see her again… haay… well I’ve been busy in school since she left… tried to keep myself busy… but still its very hard for me… coz we used to be schoolmates and everyday we were always together.. now it’s different… back then I go to school everyday then expect that she would be there… now… I go to school sad knowing she won’t be there… ahaha.. I guess that’s normal by the fact that we used to be together everyday… when she left my friends were always there with me… for a short while… recently the only thing thats been a source of happiness for me… DRUMS! sooner or later my kit setup will be finished… just a little more waiting and a little more funds to collect then voila! MY KIT IS DONE!!! waaa I can’t wait! haay… anyways… I guess I just need to adjust to the fact that she’s not here anymore… and I need to work harder… hard enough to get to the point that I’ll be in the right place… BESIDE HER!

This is what I feel right now…

November 15th, 2005 by alwaysmisunderstood

I remember having a friend asking me "Do you know what it feels like to hold on to something of great value to you… but then you know you’ll end up loosing it?", at that time I didn’t know…. Now I know… in fact I know very well now what it feels like…. night after night I think about it… to be honest… I’m always on the verge of tears every time I think about it…. and you know what it feels like? IT HURTS!! hurts more than having your a brawl with my parents on your birthday, hurts more than getting a failing grade, it hurts more than seeing my favorite crash cymbal having a crack on the edge…. and pray to God that just this once…. please don’t take it away from me…. just grant me this one wish…. Its all I ask….. T_T

WEEEEE!!!

July 7th, 2005 by alwaysmisunderstood

WAPPAKK!!!
Wahahahahaha!!!! musta muli mga repa-pips!ehehehehe!! eto parin ako! patuloy na nabubuhay sa malupit na mundo! masaya naman ako…. un nga lang may bagsak na subj… ok na sana eh! LINTIK KASI SI DEO EH!!! bibagsak ako ng lintik na bakla na un!ok lang….. SIMULA NA NG BAGONG SKUL YEAR! bagong mga Subj!(except isa! T_T) bagong term, bagong freshmen! ehehehe SECOND YEAR NA AKO!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!! oo nga pala! MALAPIT NA B-DAY ko! wahahahaha!……. anyways to wrap things up…. ang masasabi ko lang… sa dami ng kamalasang nangyayari sakin ngayon (TANGINA KA DEO!) masaya parin ako! ^_^

Status:
PERA: T_T malapit na ung b-day ko wala akong pera… T_T
SCHOOL: Bagsak sa MAT153 T_T
LOVELIFE: ^_^
DOGS: ayun…. nabuburat na….
MUSIC CAREER: May gig kami sa JULY 15!
SLEEPING HABITS: abno as usual!
DRUMSET: WAHAHAHAHA!!! may piccolo snare na ako! onting dagdag na lang monster of mass destrution na ung drumset ko! BWAHAHAHAHA!!
BAND: kelangan namin ng bagong keyboardist….. nagdisppear na ung keyboardist namin eh!T_T
TABLE: ahahaha! yung table ko bagong ayos! wahahahaha!
SOCIAL LIFE: hmmmm.. ok lang….. daming friends!
WALLET: walang laman.. (beintsingko lang ata laman eh)
YOSI: Winston lights parin! pero nagbabawas na ako ng yosi eh….. sabi ni Glyn eh!
BEER: syempre red horse parin!
HARD DRINK: balik na ako sa gin!
SCHEDULE OF CLASSES: Perfect! un nga lang wala akong surveying sa load ko eh T_T
LIFE: BEAUTIFUL DISASTER

WAPISH!

June 12th, 2005 by alwaysmisunderstood

Talk about 2005…..

Musta mga Ka-Troops! ahahahaha eto ako walang magawa! asteeg ang 2005, daming nang nangyari! isa-isahin ko… uhm…..uhm….. ay oo nga pala… WALA!! sshet!T_T ang boring ng 2005… ang pinakamasaya lang na nangyari ngayong taon na to… anu ba….. ayun! ung swimming kasama BR1 nung March 16 kahit na it turned out to be something far from what I expected….. nu pa ba….. ayun! nung may naghalikan na dalawang babae (hindi tibo!) nung inuman namin! ahahahahaha! ilang gigs lang ang nangyari….. sa ngayon wala pa kaming mga upcoming gigs, sabihan ko na lang kayo kung may gig kami para PUMUNTA KAYO! para naman may makapanood naman sa mahusay naming pagtugtog! bwahahaha! oo nga pala! MGA BR1 kung mababasa niyo ito! may inuman tayo sa katapusan ng 4th term! lahat magpapakita! kung hindi umuulan sa WOW tayo! kapag umuulan…. malang sa makasaysayang lugar na beergardenm ang lugar na kung may nagsimula dun lamang magtatapos nyahahaha! ok post na lang uli ako after 2 years or less! oo nga pala ipopost ko ung pic nung dalawang naghalikang babae eheeheeheeheeheeheehee

Status:

  • Pera: UBOS
  • Lovelife: T_T
  • Music: Syempre Excellent
  • Social life: Good
  • Health: Going down! (dahil sa bisyo)
  • School: uhm…. bagsak na ako sa Integ at P6 2
  • Dogs: cute parin sila! parang ung may-ari!
  • Cigarette: Winston lights… poor na ako eh…. dati west ice
  • Food: Siomai na lang palagi ko kinakain eh…. poor na me! T_T

UN LANG MUNA! PAALAM!